I can’t believe that it has been a year since I posted anything. Life got in the way, grief got in the way. I hate that the world keeps on going and my baby isn’t here. Don’t get me wrong, I understand that it has to, but I still hate it. It has been over 16 months since he stopped kicking me, since he died. Everyone has moved on and forgotten about him. I need to find a way to remember him. I think if I start blogging again that will help. So here goes nothing. I am back.