This life is so isolating. Losing a baby is so lonely. No one can understand how I feel unless they have been there. I have been lucky enough to find women who do understand. Between my real life support group and my online one, I have begun to heal. My son will never be forgotten. M doesn’t understand why I need them. He thinks that telling them my story and hearing theirs will depress me. It doesn’t. It empowers me. I hurt every single day for my baby, but I know he didn’t have even one second of pain. I miss him so much, but I am not alone.